I shall

I shall not let madness overcome patience,

To prevent bad scenario.

                                                  

I shall strengthen my will,

To keep myself focused.

I shall take great control of my emotion,

To preserve my sanity.

I shall not give in to my emotion,

To not let sadness consume me.

I shall pray and hope,

To let time do its job.

I shall stay patient.

To let time mend my wounds.

I shall force myself to accept the truth,

To prove maturity.

I shall coax myself,

To get through this hard time.

I shall not lose myself,

To prevent myself from committing foolish act.

I shall not let myself become a burden,

To ensure her happiness.

I shall respect her every requests,

To keep stress away from her.

I shall neglect my very own feelings,

For her smile is much more worthy.

I shall do what’s need to be done,

By any means necessary.

Dear time,

Please move swiftly.

For I believe in you to be my cure,

To erase all the pain,

To help me move,

To be my shoulder to cry,

For I have got none.

Dear you,

Just keep on wearing your best looks; A smile

May you always be happy.

Always............

Always~

When the world gets too heavy
Put it on my back
I'll be your levy
You are taking me apart
Like bad glue
On a get well card

It was always you
Falling for me
Now there's always time
Calling for me
I'm the light blinking at the end of the road
Blink back to let me know

I'm a fly that's trapped
In a web
But I'm thinking that
My spider's dead
Oh, lonely, lonely little life
I could kid myself
Thinking that I'm fine

It was always you
Falling for me
Now there's always time
Calling for me
I'm the light blinking at the end of the road
Blink back to let me know

That I'm skin and bone
Just a cane and rusty throne
Oh, the castle's under siege
But the sign outside says "Leave me alone"

It was always you
Falling for me
Now there's always time
Calling for me
I'm the light blinking at the end of the road
Blink back to let me know
(It was always you)
Blink back to let me know
(It was always YOU <3 <3 <3  )

1/11/11

okay, today is 1st november 2011 or 1/11/11. AND???????

from my observation, everyone was like "hey look! it's 1/11/11" or "sweet! the day has finally come" or "waaa it's a great day!" or any other excitement-conveying expression...

ME?

"owh, same number.. ok" (plain face)

i mean, what's so great about it?

they r merely numbers

for me, anyday would be a great day if u spend it greatly. in other words, you live your day to the fullest. why bother wif the number? pfftt

"a day is jz a day if u do nothing for dat day" (see how many days are in there?) :P