Saturday, February 18, 2012

Inspiring

I quoted this from a senior international Teslian. It is great =)

Believe it or not ,I am telling you  that as we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Ekspresi

5 februari. bersamaan 12 Rabiulawal. tarikh kelahiran kekasih Allah. ucapan demi ucapan disiarkn di kaca tv. begitu juga di 'dinding' FB. kenalan2 mengucapkn Salam Maulidur Rasul. tak kurang juga yang menceritakan ttg kemuliaan baginda. walaupun sekadar 'salin' dan 'tampal', namun isinya sgt2 sesuai direnungi dan diamati. sedang aku membaca kisah2 rasulullah, tiba2 terasa terkesan di hati. sebelum2 ni ada juga rasa bgtu, tapi kali ini lain.. kesannya terasa lebih mendalam. insan kamil ini secara spontan menilai kembali diri sendiri. menilai perbuatan sejak kebelakangan ini, menilai kembali situasi2 kebelakangan ini, lantaran itu, satu persoalan muncul di fikiran; KENAPA AKU MACAMTU? hm tak susah dijawab. sendiri pun tau. hanya satu jawapan paling tepat; EMOSI. yup, itu lah.. entah kenapa rasa hati itu terlalu dituruti. sebelum ini jarang2 sangat mcmtu. sebab perasaan pada insan, rasionaliti diketepikan. mujur da sedar. wlaupun agak lmbt, tapi sekurang2nya tak hanyut. astaghfirullahalazim~

manusia tiada kuasa mengundur masa, tak seperti anime doraemon itu. Oleh hal yg demikian, pengalaman dijadikan pengajaran. mengajar diri sendiri supaya beringat. kerana pengalaman itu adalah guru terbaik sepanjang zaman. what doesn't kill me, makes me stronger. dat's how it is supposed to be. insyaAllah. setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya. bak kata manusia caucasian sana, "every cloud has a silver lining".

sekarang masanya untuk membuat refleksi diri, memperbaiki kekurangan, dan terus maju ke hadapan. time waits for no man. banyak kejayaan yang perlu dikecapi. perjalanan masih jauh. emosi diketepikan. hidup mesti diteruskan.

*selawat ke atas Rasulullah* =)